Its been a week and there has been these two conversations I have decided to throw out……officially on my list of what I am going to talk about with my galz,my geek,prof and all the others, I am talking those who force them selves in my face……with endless greetings…
Goooooooood morning…I said goodmorning…Kcarlorol……exactly! Thats how he pronounces my name that labelled journalist( definitely because he sticks around the news room) down stairs .Any how I was still going on about these two people or better still these words Mugabe and Obama ,yes,they have been Banned( don’t dare try to open any argument its closed!).These two words or people( call them what you like! Like they would change your situation)one for being that mistake of a human( cnt explain why I am calling him this because I don’t even get what his about,he acts mad….in my head I have decided he needs to get help) the other for becoming that person I have always wanted to be…..he stole my place…( you must be kiddin me)
Is any one getting what I am going on about?
Any how this here is my frustration,I have many frustrations lately but I have decided to pick on this particular one……
All you Ugandans who discuss American politics( which you don’t get any way) and all you informed,mis-informed and totally ignorant group that’s trying to justify Mugabe’s(what?) yes exactly…they don’t even know what they talk about.where were you 5 years ago when the world started this journey of making famous the devil himself…..Mr M I don’t get what you or your country are about….all I know right now is that you have robbed me of my peaceful, cute conversation……
I am not sure I should even be blogging about you
…..yes and I was still going on about these one day old “intellectuals” those that think they can inform me…comment about every thing and yes the taxi….has become a ground for intellectual debate,……ummmh!
Obama………..OBAMAAAAAAAAA!......who the hell is this guy….Is he Kenyan,luo,American..what? like i care…..all I know right now is that I cant afford the air ticket I was supposed to buy( on tht money tht I kept for this purpose until I lost a passport..paid fines,swore affidavidits…en yes now I have passports and no ticket…I wonder what would have been better…………
I even just found out this my loser is getting married………..! he didn’t tell me……Am I supposed to be heart…hurt…broken?.....That in my world doesn’t exist.Love phobic they say I am…….! May be I am…..i believed it \ until…….i started being apart of this confusing confusion I have commited my life to..he he!.........wake up Carole!.....dnt worry it was only a dream.
I am frustrated….sad…..confused….this is what I do when I don’t know what to do……………..i have multiple conversations in my head….-I talk to the little girl in me…………today she is crying…dropping tears on my feet..t shirt..bed sheets……….she doesn’t understand what I have become or what this life is about right now.
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